After receiving the truth in contrast to the corruption and degenerate nature of the world; I found what I truly love. Instead of thinking about what I hate about my life experiences, my life experiences have shown me what I love.
Only after a man cheated me of my precious time, resources, and didn’t pay me what he owed me I found my new love.
I felt much hatred for a short period of time, now I realize that human beings don’t really exist. The confused mind of the egotistical man doesn’t even exist.
The man who cheated me will pay terrible price of suffering until that confusion he holds is destroyed. Its the destruction of his confusion that will cause him great suffering, only because he holds onto it with such stubbornness.
It is the Universal Being in Essence that is everyone and everything; this is what exists, will always exist, and always will exist.
As I was in deep meditation and renunciation I felt the deep hatred and anger I had for all the degenerates I had me along my travels; including the man who cheated me.
I had a vision of essence universal self. I felt and saw the essence and how all of human kind is confused thinking they are individuals. How all sentient beings don’t really exist.
I saw the Order of Truth as pure essence bringing all sentient beings out of confusion, beyond individuality, out of the realms of suffering, and absorbing into the essence truth forever.
The relative individual dies from within and then without, the Universal Self Essence comes through. The only true being that has always existed comes through to the relative reality.
I had a vision of all sentient beings coming to the true essence and dieing the death of the ego, karma, limitations, and suffering. I saw all sentient beings as just pure essence moving forward in the true purpose and mission.
The ultimate mission of all sentient beings being that they are freed from karma, death, rebirth, and suffering.
That all sentient beings at this point in development have the same ultimate mission, but in the relative reality each sentient being has a differing part to play in that ultimate mission.
Just like the brain has the mission to be the computer for the mind, the liver has the mission to take out poisons, and toxins out of the body. We are like cells of one great body. We all have the same ultimate mission. Each cell of the body has a mission and purpose; to live, survive, and serve the greater whole so the body can continue to survive.
If one cell becomes individual in consciousness and wants to do something for itself only and refuses to serve the whole; then the cell becomes a disease like cancer. The cell multiplies and multiplies until the body dies. Then the cell who wanted to do its own thing also dies.
The very nature of the universe and the truth never changes. So in true spiritual reality that which really exists never can be corrupted. It is the confusion of our own mind that corrupts us on a relative reality level, not the absolute level.
So to explain my vision and what I felt in Meditation it is only to say that the absolute truth of all beings is that they are divine truth. It is the confusion of their minds that makes it so they don’t really exist as to the relative reality. When the confusion of the mind is removed and the essence comes forward the essence purpose and mission comes foward.
For the person on the true spirituality path the awakening may not be a realization of any the essence purpose mission. The realization might be I need to do something for someone else, myself, or the world, or to better myself. Each of us are on different points of progression on the path.
Some may have a purpose and mission to help others, while others might have a purpose or mission to be a destroyer that destroys bad things from the world.
One woman who was awakening along the path, she had the revelation from a past life. Her current mission and purpose was to fix a relationship from a past life. It was a karmic thing she needed to do before she could move on.
She fixed the past life relationship and moved onto to the next part of the mission. Not everyone will be a great Master Adept or Avatar. Each of us are to awaken face where we are in the path and go to the next step.
No one can really tell you all of that, a Master or Guru can guide you, but in the end you must follow your own path of progression on the path.
Ultimately it all leads to the same realization.